Feelings...

So as i sat here and watched this video it made me think... Why do we always think poor me? or why cant i do that? This question has been asked so much when in reality if we let certain things or certain music, movies or even people get us down why do we want that in our lives?? The answer to that question for me is i dont. I dont want to be around a negative atmosphere so i try to stay away from it and out of it. For example, I used to love SCARY movies and now i could careless if i saw one.. Like for instance on Halloween i watched ELF!! ELF can you believe that hahaha :P We need to think of the good in all things and don't let the small negative get us down. Be grateful for what you have a roof over your head, a loving companion, FOOD :) Whatever it may be big or small.
So much has changed this past week as I'm sure everyone knows. Charlie was baptized this past Sunday and i couldn't be any happier. I love him so much it is crazy and sometimes i don't know how he puts up with me but he does and i thank him for that or try to anyway. I always kid with him and say are you sure you want this for all eternity and he always answers me with a smile and says of course i do! :D He is an amazing man and he has done so much for me. Despite what some may think. He was the reason i have become reactive in MY OWN CHURCH sad but true. He is the reason we say our family prayers and read our scriptures. His insight in everything to me is so inspiring i cant even tell you. I cant even express how much i love him. I know it is bad on my part that i wouldn't push for those things but he did & still is! He lifts me up and makes me want to be better in every action that i take. Thats what a relationship is... Its bringing your loved ones up and that is what he does every single day. I have to throw this story in here so the other night we went and got a hamburger when they got mine wrong! I seriously started bailing over a burger i know but without question charlie started heading back to go get it changed. lol yeah do you think i am emotional?? haha :( poor charlay. he has to put up with it and he does every day with a smile and a kiss :D i couldn't ask for a better man.. Who doesn't want their feet rubbed every night? AND there back scratched before you go to sleep? He does so much for me its insane. Even when he has just worked a 8-10 hour shift he still comes home and scratches my back and always kisses my tummy and tells our daughter he loves her...
I am truly sorry we didn't invite more people as it happened so quickly and we have been so busy moving stuff into our new house with dad. :D My dad has a lot on his plate new house trying to please anyone and everyone all at the same time... He is getting old and i can see it wearing him out. So i try to tell him to stop getting so overwhelmed. But, It makes him feel good to do SERVICE for others :) I love my dad with every ounce in my body even little Tessa's body. He is an amazing loving, sometimes onry if he doesn't eat on time old man :P He does so much for me i try to tell him every chance i get that i love him. "Love is a 2 WAY STREET its NOT A ONE WAY!"
He told me one time i talk to much lol which i think its true! HAHA i call him in the morning on my way to work around 9:50am then i call him about THREE TIMES during work then i call him either before school at 4:30ish or on my dinner break at school...I call on my way home from school at about 10:10 pm at night. Even if i have nothing to say i always ask "what are you doin?" LOL it is his favorite question of the day haha So needless to say i always talk to my dad and tell him i love him. Every chance i get to hug him and tell him too. He gets pedicures with me ;) he even gets the soap i like for his hands..."BATH N BODY" yay!! I love you pops all 3 of us do :)