NEVER GONNA BE ALONE

If this song had came out when Charlie and I got married this is the song we would have played after our wedding or at our reception! :D For now this is OUR song! It could have been used this past year with everything that went on...
I love you charlie Always & Forever. You are everything to me. We have grown so much this past couple months. Your amazing in everything you do. We made it right. All of it! I wouldnt have stayed so sane without you by my side. I would have reacted to situations in the worst way. But, You see the good in everyone & are so patient and kind. You always lift me up and carry me in every situation you never let me fall. Even when i wanted too you wouldnt. I LOVE YOU!!!
Oh, the song is called "Never gonna be alone." By Nickelback.

(Verse 1)
Time, is going by, so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of it with you.
Now I'm, wondering why, I've kept this bottled inside,
So I'm starting to regret not telling all of it to you.
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

(Chorus)
Your never gonna be alone!
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't you fall...
Never gonna be alone!
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

(Verse 2)
And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands,
'Coz forever I believe that there's nothing I could need but you,
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

(Chorus)
Your never gonna be alone!
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna see the world out,
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

(Verse 3)
Ooooh!
You've gotta live every single day,
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away,
Could be our only one, you know it's only just begun.
Every single day,
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Tomorrow never comes...

(Verse 4)
Time, is going by, so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you...

(Chorus)
Never gonna be alone!
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna see the world out,
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

I'm gonna be there always,
I won't be missing a word all day,
I'm gonna be there always,
I won't be missing a word all day.

THANK YOU DAD

So for Christmas this year I have been wanting a puppy! Crazy huh, i want a brand new puppy and a brand new BABY :) Well today was the best day EVER!! My dad got me a puppy for CHRISTMAS(and a costco cake but thats besides the point LOL)!! HE IS A black pomeranian!! He came by my work around noonish i believe in MY hope he brought me food when instead he brought me a PUPPY! Can you believe it? I wanted to cry i was so excited. My AMAZING sister told him a teacher at her school was selling them :D and i got HIM!! His name is Buddy... He is the newest edition to our FAMILY!! We have a zoo around here... Here are some pics of our pets ENJOY..

Relief Society Holiday Treats

So i was searching for some ideas for Visiting Teaching and i found a whole bunch and so far these ones are my favorite!! So for anyone out there who needs ideas i have some just for you :D

1. Pencil and Notepad: Merry Christmas from our pad to yours!
2. Mugs with hot chocolate mix: To our special friends who are so Dear; We wish you all a cup of Cheer!
3. A Bag of Jolly Ranchers: Have a Holly Jolly Christmas
4. Jar of Jelly: A copy of the story of 'Twas the Night Before Christmas" with the words "And it shook when he laughed like a bowl full of jelly" underlined! Merry Christmas!
5. Hershey's Kisses in a wire whisk tied to a bottle of root beer: We whisk you a Merry Kissmas and a Happy Root Beer!
6. Heart Ornament: May the joy and love you give away, come back to you on Christmas Day
7. Cheese ball and crackers: We don't mean to sound "cheesy", but we hope you have a "ball" this Holiday Season!
8. Sparkling Cider: Wishing you a sparkling holiday season!
9. Caramel corn or popped popcorn: Just popped by to wish you a Merry Christmas!
10. M&Ms: Give a bag with the M&M Poem;
Christmas M & M’s

As you hold these candies in your hand
and turn them, you will see
The 'M' becomes a 'W',
An 'E', and then a '3'.

They tell the Christmas Story
I'm sure it's one you know.
It took place in a stable
A long, long time ago.

The 'E' is for the East,
Where the star shone so bright.
The 'M' is for the Manger,
where the Baby Jesus slept at night.

The '3' is for the Wise Men,
Bearing gifts, with which they came.
'W' is for Worship,
Hallelujah! Praise His Name!

So as you eat these candies
Or share them with a friend,
Remember the meaning of Christmas:
It's a love that never ends.

Merry Christmas!

Favorite Twilight Scene:

Another one of my favorite scenes is no where to be found but i can tell ya the script of it :

Alice: I'll go with Bella. Jasper and I will drive her south. (facing Edward) I'll keep her safe, Edward.


EDWARD: Esme, Rosalie, put these on so the tracker will pick up Bella's scent.

Rosalie: (droping the clothes)
Why should I? Whats she to me? Just a danger you have inflicted on us --

Dr. Cullen: (Spinning around to her)
Rosalie. Bella is with Edward. She's apart of this family now. And we PROTECT FAMILY.

She glowers, but picks up the clothes. Dr. Cullen hits the door opener and the massive METAL DOORS roll open. Dr. Cullen squeezes Edward's shoulder before he and Esme Climb into the SUV. Everyone finishes loading up and climbs into the cars

One of my Favorite scenes from Twilight;

PAUSE MY MUSIC AND WATCH THIS!! IT EVEN HAS MY FAVORITE SONG IN THE BACKGROUND... THANKS TAMPA FOR BUYING ME THE SOUNDTRACK!!!! YOUR THE BEST EVER! I LOVE YOU.
PS. lets go see this again this weekend :D

Our beautiful baby TESSA!!!

I have no clue where the curl hair came from lol. The website must know something we dont... HAHA

What do you think about my little new baby Tessa?
MakeMeBabies.com - What will your baby look like?

Hubby Tag

Hubby Tag...
1. Where did you meet? Through a friend then got intouch again on myspace! YAY for the space lol

2. How long did you date? like offical? 7 months; engaged for about 2 :D

3. How long have you you been married? almost 5 months now

4. Favorite Feature? His smile and his eyes... But i love every little thing about him

5. What is your favorite quality of his? His attitude on everything and how patient he is :)

6. Does he have a nickname for you? Baby, babe, mommy, we have a lot lol

7. What is his favorite color? Green

8. What is his favorite food? everything i like haha we eat very similar

9. What is his favorite sport? Soccer to play Football to watch

10. When and Where was your first kiss? About a year ago but we lost some contact lol so this year on my front porch of my townhome

11. What is your favorite thing to do as a couple? Simply spend time together. Go shopping, read a book together, go to the movies, or to hang out with our families..

12. Do you have any children? Our hampster theodore :) and a baby girl on the way!!!

13. Does he have a hidden talent? yes, many i wont name all of them lol but he plays the guitar really well and draws

14. How old his he? 21

15. Who said, "I love you first?" He did

16. What is his favorite type of music? he likes rock as in guns and roses, apocaliptca, nickelback, hinder... but he also likes music with bag pipes and just guitar and piano solos :D

17. What do you admire most about him? How his mind works. How positive and loving he is towards everyone. He has a big heart.. At first he may seem shy and kind of awkward like chandler from Friends he just has to get to know you first.. :D

18. Do you think he will read this? probably yes

I tag: who ever wants to play.. :D

TAG FROM KELS...

Crazy 8's Tag!

8 TV shows I like to watch
1. One Tree Hill
2. The Hills
3. Sons of Anarchary
4. Without a Trace
5. 90210
6. Friday Night Lights
7. and that is about it... oh wait
8. Anything on Lifetime! (I agree with KELS)haha

8 Of My Favorite Restaurants
1. Chilis
2. Cafe Rio
3. The Cheesecake Factory
4. Applebee's
5. Olive Garden
6. Texas Roadhouse
7. Pizza Factory
8. Jimmy Johns

8 Things that happened yesterday (mine arent in order lol)
1. Unpacked some boxes
2. Dad and i went to Starbucks to get caramel apple cider... YUM!
3. Slept in cause we went to go see twilight THURSDAY NIGHT AT MIDNIGHT!!! YAY!!!
4. Picked up charlies scooter
5. Watched some tv with my dad
6. Charlie made me breakfast lol like he does everymorning :D he feeds us...
7. Changed my blog music to the twilight soundtrack
8. Hung out with my dad and went to go see tam, kels & michelle waiting in line for twilight... :D

8 Things I'm looking forward to
1. Getting home from work...
2. Unpacking more boxes so the garage will be clear!!
3. Packing our hospital bag & THANKSGIVING (i love eating)....
4. CHRISTMAS DECORATIONS!!
5. BLACK FRIDAY!!!!!
6. Taking a leave from school lol (not til middle of december though)
7. Watching tv with my dad and just talkin to him
8. HANGING OUT WITH MY HUSBAND!!!!!

8 Things on my wish list
1. OUR BABY GIRL to come crawlin out... (i can only wish) :D
2. A new puppy a lil nina :D
3. Happiness
4. No more siadic nerve pains... :D
5. LOTION FROM VS
6. FINISHING TESSAS ROOM
7. labor will be a breeze
8. that i get to spend time with my family and friends this season :D

8 People I'm tagging
1. Krischelle
2. Hollee
3. Nicole
4. AND
5. anyone
6. who
7. wants
8. to PLAY!!!

Prayer of Hope

Feelings...

So as i sat here and watched this video it made me think... Why do we always think poor me? or why cant i do that? This question has been asked so much when in reality if we let certain things or certain music, movies or even people get us down why do we want that in our lives?? The answer to that question for me is i dont. I dont want to be around a negative atmosphere so i try to stay away from it and out of it. For example, I used to love SCARY movies and now i could careless if i saw one.. Like for instance on Halloween i watched ELF!! ELF can you believe that hahaha :P We need to think of the good in all things and don't let the small negative get us down. Be grateful for what you have a roof over your head, a loving companion, FOOD :) Whatever it may be big or small.
So much has changed this past week as I'm sure everyone knows. Charlie was baptized this past Sunday and i couldn't be any happier. I love him so much it is crazy and sometimes i don't know how he puts up with me but he does and i thank him for that or try to anyway. I always kid with him and say are you sure you want this for all eternity and he always answers me with a smile and says of course i do! :D He is an amazing man and he has done so much for me. Despite what some may think. He was the reason i have become reactive in MY OWN CHURCH sad but true. He is the reason we say our family prayers and read our scriptures. His insight in everything to me is so inspiring i cant even tell you. I cant even express how much i love him. I know it is bad on my part that i wouldn't push for those things but he did & still is! He lifts me up and makes me want to be better in every action that i take. Thats what a relationship is... Its bringing your loved ones up and that is what he does every single day. I have to throw this story in here so the other night we went and got a hamburger when they got mine wrong! I seriously started bailing over a burger i know but without question charlie started heading back to go get it changed. lol yeah do you think i am emotional?? haha :( poor charlay. he has to put up with it and he does every day with a smile and a kiss :D i couldn't ask for a better man.. Who doesn't want their feet rubbed every night? AND there back scratched before you go to sleep? He does so much for me its insane. Even when he has just worked a 8-10 hour shift he still comes home and scratches my back and always kisses my tummy and tells our daughter he loves her...
I am truly sorry we didn't invite more people as it happened so quickly and we have been so busy moving stuff into our new house with dad. :D My dad has a lot on his plate new house trying to please anyone and everyone all at the same time... He is getting old and i can see it wearing him out. So i try to tell him to stop getting so overwhelmed. But, It makes him feel good to do SERVICE for others :) I love my dad with every ounce in my body even little Tessa's body. He is an amazing loving, sometimes onry if he doesn't eat on time old man :P He does so much for me i try to tell him every chance i get that i love him. "Love is a 2 WAY STREET its NOT A ONE WAY!"
He told me one time i talk to much lol which i think its true! HAHA i call him in the morning on my way to work around 9:50am then i call him about THREE TIMES during work then i call him either before school at 4:30ish or on my dinner break at school...I call on my way home from school at about 10:10 pm at night. Even if i have nothing to say i always ask "what are you doin?" LOL it is his favorite question of the day haha So needless to say i always talk to my dad and tell him i love him. Every chance i get to hug him and tell him too. He gets pedicures with me ;) he even gets the soap i like for his hands..."BATH N BODY" yay!! I love you pops all 3 of us do :)

BOLT

HECK YEAH!!!!

Very first trailer:
Twilight Teaser Trailer 1

EVERY TIME I WATCH THIS I GET COLD CHILLS!!!
Twilight Trailer

!!TAG!!

I hereby proclaim: that male hair dressers are not creppy! (thank you danna) :D

I will always: Do HAIR!!!

I will try to: Not be so dang emotional. key word try :)

When I'm old: I'm STILL going to be able to touch my toes.

Someday I'll: go to Ireland with my family

4 random things I like about Charlie: The way he always makes me smile even if im trying to be mad, I like that he is a vampire, I love how we both love the same kind of picky foods, and the way he holds me every night and scratches my back or rubs my belly!

4 movies I would watch more than once: Batman, Juno, Scream 3, and Elf...

4 shows I watch: One Tree Hill, Friday Night Lights, The Hills, and. 90210 :)

4 places I've been: California, Hawaii, Nevada, and Chicago

4 people that E-mail me regularly: papa, Sarah, ginger, and tiffany.

4 places I would like to visit: Ireland, Bahamas, Italy, New York

4 of my favorite foods: RED GRAPES, mexican food, Steak, APPLES WITH caramel dip :D

4 things I look forward to in the following year: switching back to day school to get done faster :), Tessa's first birthday, Her first step, Charlie and I being happy as ever!! and him finishing SCHOOL!! :D

Baby Tag

1- Where​ were you when you first​ found​ out you were pregn​ant?​
#1- At stacis house :D


2- Who was with you?
#1- Stacy

3- How did you find out that you were pregn​ant? ​
#1- Missed aunt flow..


4- What was your first​ react​ion to findi​ng out you were pregn​ ant?
#1- Excited.. Because it was the first
#2- Scared.. to tell my dad haha :D

5- Your Husband​'s react​on?​
Charlies reaction was priceless :D he was waiting for me at my house and i told him i had a surprise for him.. and he was helping me carry groceries in and i layed the test on top of one of bags he carried in. He asked "Are you serious?" and we hugged and kissed..then called his mom or billy i cant remember which one first :D

6- Who was the first​ perso​ n you told?​
#1- Staci cause i took the test with her
#2- Charlie
#3- his mom aka mom2 or billy

7- Did you plan to get pregn​ant?​
#1- Nope
#2- Nope
#3- Pleasantly surprised :D

8- Was every​body happy​ for you?
Yep..everyone who truly matters...the other nah but i dont care :) I've grown past that Im happy! No one will change that :D

10- Did you go out and celeb​rate?​
YES!!!!

11- Did you want to find out the sex?
Yes. Of course

12- What was the sex?
#1- Girl
#2- Girl
#3- GIRL!!!

13- Did anyon​e throw​ you a baby showe​r?​
#1- SOON :D first of December

14- If yes, who?
Ooops, I already answered this question..

15- Did you get any outfi​ts at the baby showe​r that you just knew you weren​'​t going​ to put on your baby?
Nope lol i'll use them all. ha

16- How much weigh​t did you gain?​
#1- as of right now im 31 weeks and i have gained 18 Pounds!!

17- Did you loose​ all of the weigh​t that you gaine​ d?​
#1- Yes, My first trimester i lost some weight.

18- Did you get a lot of stret​ch marks​?​
Yep i got some lil ones :D

19- What did you crave​ the most?​
#1- Samurai 21
#2- Cafe Rio with a slushy
#3- Red GRAPES and apples with caramel

20- Do you crave​ anyth​ing crazy​?​
hmmm, probably lol

21- Who or what got on your nerve​s the most?​
Lol morning breathe haha

22- Were you marri​ed at the time?
We are now :D 2 months into it..

23- Did you have any compl​icati​ons durin​g your pregnancy?
No, other then the sickness at first :D that came the second month

24- Where​ were you when you went into labor​?​
#1- I havent yet. Maybe i'll be at school :D we can only hope. Its really clean there ;)

25- Did your water​ break​?​
Nope

26- Who drove​ you to the hospi​tal? ​
No one yet my husband drives AND GOES WITH me to all the appointments though. They are right next to the hospital. :D yep still waiting.........She better hurry :D

ITS FOR SURE A GIRL!!!!

So we had our second ultrasound today to find out the FOR SURE sex of our baby! We had one before but he said he was only 65% sure so we asked for a second one. SHE IS FOR SURE A GIRL!!! YAY! Our doctor said their is no doubt about it. Not only is she a girl...She will be coming earlier then we thought. She is big for her due date in January and he said "what is our estimated due date? I think we will most likely be sticking with that one." Do you know what that means?? She will be coming the end of DECEMBER!! :D we better start walking hahaha! They also checked me for diabetes because she is so big and i am fine :D more importantly the baby is fine and healthy & charlie and i couldn't be any better. We have the people we need by our sides!!AHHHH! we are so lucky life couldn't be any better! OKAY i take that back if we could win our millions by playing "MCDONALDS monopoly" we would pay of dads house then my townhouse and rent out both and have a second income But, that is a wish beyond belief but i can dream RIGHT??? haha...Anyway, BACK on the MAIN SUBJECT I will be taking my maternity "medical" leave from school earlier then we had planned but thats okay. As long as she hurry's and gets here i am fine. WOW, Having her inside me and kicking and what feels like her trying to make more space is so rewarding! People must think i am crazy when i am shopping by myself or at work talking to myself when in reality i am talking to her... 24/7!! WE CANT WAIT!!

CHARLIES 21ST BIRTHDAY!!

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So tHis WAS TO MUCH FUN! :D Charlie had never been to Vegas... OH OK WELL EXCUSE ME! He has been but not to the real "fun PREGNANT" Vegas he has never stayed there over night. So i took him for his 21st birthday lucky him..(i know) We got to the hotel about midnight vegas time and i was so tired i fell asleep in our room. hahaha poor charlie he had to scratch my back like he does every night :) But dont worry i woke up about one thirty our two in the morning and we decided to go down stairs and play! We played the slots for the first time ever. Needless to say i will never be addicted to gambling its to annoying and you lose all your money. NOT FUN!! My dad gave use quarters to play and what did we do?? We played the penny slots! YAY! I was winning at first i put in a dollar and somehow got $20 and i should have CASHED OUT! I didnt i kept playing lol we looked like lost children. I was so paranoid they would card us even though i am 21 and have been since APRIL i was still nervous. Go figure huh... Neither of us knew what buttons we were pressing we just kept pressing them. HA! We also kept switching machines lol we did play one quarter machine "the french kiss" but thats it LOL we wouldnt go any higher then that. We also went to Mandalay Bay to the shark reef that was nifty. I havent been there in forever and he had never been :D we ate great food such as the cheesecake factory/EINSTEIN BAGELS.(thanks to my prego craving or pastrami and a bagel) and we went shopping which felt like hours to pregnant me. We got baby clothes and a "bebe sound" machine. Where you can put it on your tummy and hear the baby's heart beat. It was a BLAST! I LOVE CHARLIE SOOOO MUCH. I CANT EVEN DESCRIBE IT. NOTHIN WILL EVER TEAR US DOWN! I CAN PROMISE YOU THAT... WERE TO HAPPY :D

Twilight Movie Cast

OH YEAH!!! GETTING 6 TICKETS THIS WEEKEND!! YAY! SO FREAKIN EXCITED

Quotes to live by day by day :D DONT WORRY...BE HAPPY!!

Important List

+Our Important List+ +WITH US FAMILY COMES FIRST+ +Our unborn child for sure duh ;)+ +OUR FRIENDS+ +OUR HAMPSTER THEODORE+ +MUSIC+ +BOOKS+ +TRUE LOVE+ +SOCCER+ +FOOTBALL+ +VOLLEYBALL+ +MUSCLE CARS+ +THE OCEAN+ +SURFING+ +LAGUNA BeACH+ +SCARY MOVIES+ +LIGHTENING+ +DISNEYLAND+ +CHURROS+ +PLAYING GUITAR+ +FLIP FLOPS+ +SH0ES+ +KiSSES+ +TiGHT HUGS+ +CUDDLING+ +THE GOSPEL+ +SWIMMING+ +H0T BATHS+ +FIJI+ +HaWaIi+ +NaIlCoLoR+ +ACCESS0RiES+ +B00TS+ +BRUSHING OUR TEETH+ +iTALY+ +DiAM0ND STUDS+ +GUM+ +BaCK sCRATCHING+ +FOOT RUBS+ +SABBY JOE+ +BABiES+ +SCHOoL+ +SUNGLASSES+ +CaNDY+ +ENGLISH BULLDOGS+ +BREAKFAST+ +(STACY) PiNK LiP GL0SS+ +(STACYS)BLaCK EYELiNER+ +THE MARINES+ +HARD CANDY+ +FRUIT+ +SMASHB0X+ +BELTS+ +PEPPERONI PIZZA+ +(STACYS)HAIR STRAiGHTENER+ +UNCRUSTABLES+ +STiLA+ +MAC AND CHEESE &HoT DOGS+ FAV COLORS: +BLUE+YELLOW+ +GREEN+BLACK+ love: +SUMMER NiGHTS+ +iCED CARAMEL FRAPPS+ +ViTAMiN WATER+ +THE SH0RE+ +SH0PPiNG+ +PRENATELS+ +B26 &UNISOM+ +PARTiES+ +0LD M0ViES+ +RAINY NIGHTS+ +FRENCH PEDiCURES+ +iTALiAN F0OD+ +R0MANTiC M0ViES+ +OUR CELL PH0NES+ +LiTTLE CAFES+ +MAGAZiNES+ +CHiCK FLiCKS+ ..N0W DO Y0U HAVE A CLUE 0F WH0 WE ARE??